i miss you

i have to be honest with you. I’m feelin like u ditched me. you dont call? are you still alive? im pretty sure you are cause you still update tumblr. its all gravy though. Lemme update you. Things are actually pretty swell. Number 1, thee babe and I are great. Number 2, i havent smoked since the last time i posted. Proud? you should be, cause im doin’ it for both of us. Real talk. Number 3, i met a girl named sona, thee babe’s cousin, and honestly sometimes i feel like you might be gettin replaced. i miss you and love you dearly, 247365, ill be waitin to hear from ya

..found my motivation. me and steph are quitting all bad things for good, and together! say good bye to the unhealthy mitchumba bitches

hi i miss you, im doing good, doin better, im really taking “quiting smoking” into considerations. thanks for lookin out me, as u always do. sometimes a little sisters can act like a big one. <333

call me sometimes please, i just needa know your alive

watch me have the celli in 2-3 weeks. no promises but i do love you

it only took me 1 week to figure out my tumblr email. lol

so here we go wit the daily updates, don’t think i forgot about you already

Do to all the energy drinks i consume in the late hours of the night, i think i might be seriously ill. So that’s just one more thing to throw on the quit list. I’ll be optimistic for now

niki where you at?

Got pulled over wit quite a bit of weed. Wasn’t mine, but my friend tried to put my name in it… the hell is wrong wit folks these days. Lucky we still know how to talk to pigs.

The trip to the snow was fun. I’m still really feelin’ ya, but right now i’ma just do me.

SHOUT OUTS: Reese-e baby, Muffin Cakes, and Quickshift, my top three female besties. Then of course, the ACC, mad love to my two favorite whiteys =P…

Qu-Dawg on grindtime, i never thought my nigga would make it this far in the hip hop world. shame to see him get eaten.

Just a quick post here to update the people before i hop in the showers and call it a night.

last night didn’t turn out as planned

-i think my good friend G-Foley is still upset with me because i told his ass to kick rocks and walk home. Well i didn’t kick him out by force, he chose to leave after I told him to shut the fuck up and stop being paranoid!

-Things have been shaky between Pat’s girlfriend and myself. She thought I was butting in on their relationship because i told her to not worry about their issues when they’re both under the influence. Turns out the only time they argue is when their drunk… She snapped at me, and somehow I couldn’t contain callin’ her a bitch..

-The ACC (alcohol consumption club) is no more. At least it seems that way now, ever since my fued with Alex. Even though we maturely handled our problem with each other on Stacy’s 20th b-day, I still feel tension whenever we talk.

-My Dad told me to not do 3 things when I’m driving, don’t drink & drive, drive while you’re angry, or drive while you’re sleepy.. i did all three at the same time..

so it was a hell of a night. Things aren’t goin’ the right direction but i’m sure i can wait this stress out. I guess the word that’s goin’ around is that i’m changing, that i’m becoming more mean, more aggressive, and i’m losin’ good friends because of it. I’m not too sure if i should be taking this as a flaw. Truthfully, i’m just done being taken advantage of.